Hooray!

Hooray for December!

Hooray for being home soon!

Hooray for Christmas!

Hooray for me feeling sick as a dog...

Perhaps it's all in my mind though. I have 2 more shifts at work and I just really really don't want to go. I just want it to be over already! Coupled with my narcissistic "illness" I've got the sorest feet! They've never been so sore! I've been in tears over it and I can't sleep at night. I beg to be sent home from work but they just won't let me.

Is that illegal? I can't wait to be home in my own country where I know when things are illegal or not.

Speaking of illegal, I was thinking of becoming a surrogate mother. Perfect for me, since I get to be pregnant without the responsibility of a child! Then I realised that coupled with the fact that I would want the baby way too much by the end of the 9 months, it's illegal in Victoria.

Stink.

Why Do You Foresake Me?

I had the most vivid dream last night. I was pregnant, but not heavily pregnant. Enough for people to notice. Instead of having a nice bump I was just kind of ugly and fat, but none the less I was thrilled. I was pregnant at the same time as a friend, maybe a sister, I'm not sure. We were close. It might have been my cousin. She asked me, when I come back to Australia, whether I can please save her. I said yes.

So I've not been up long and I'm worried about my cousin. And upset to find I'm not pregnant.

I'm going to have a shower.