I'm thinking of dropping McDonalds work. It's just degrading for someone of my age, I know I'm not old but I might aswel be a grandmother for all the kids I work with. Bakers Delight has much nicer people and you get free stuff sometimes (last night I bought home 18 chocolate scones. Dead).

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Christmas is just around the corner and I have literally bought no gifts. I *think* I'm getting paid on Christmas Eve but if not this will be an imaginary Christmas this year. I've just had no money since we got back into the country and it fucking sucks. Mum said I don't have to pay her all the money I owe her at once (there would be no point because I'd only have to borrow more off her). She's even wanting to help us get a flat in town. She's being very helpful in some ways, but very very nerveish in other ways.

Felix is still unemployed and it's really getting me down. I know he's trying but it seems like he's lost it now. After applying for 50million jobs I can certinely understand that, too. It's just that he's not applying for shit-kicker jobs like I am. It really makes me a little bit mad thinking that I'm working 3 dead-end jobs while he's still applying for managment.

I'm on his computer right now. Maybe I'll fill out a KFC application. Would that be so wrong?