Abandonment Issues

If you have them, please stop reading my blog.

So, things that have happened. I've come home sans Felix. I've got an imaginary polyp in my nose. I've applied for 40 different jobs only to be disappointed.

Okay, imaginary polyp.

I went to the doctors today about a polyp that has come back after a year. It's the same thing that I had diagnosed last year that never fully went away, but it's inflammed again and it's very sore. It's giving me some shocking hayfever symptoms and my nose is swollen.

He can't *see* it.

I can fucking see it with my naked eye! what the fuck is wrong with him? He was using a nose-looking-into-machine and I said to him that he's touching it and is looking past it. Doesn't listen.

Arrogant arsehole. He also jabbed me with cervical cancer vaccine. It hurt.

So tired and sick and angry. Felix is coming back on the 30th. I hope I get a job soon.