Oh HAI!?

Ruby Gloom is the cutest show ever! It's totally emo and stuff but that doesn't make me stop loving it.

Anyway, I'm moving home on the 8th of December. Felix is staying here for Christmas with his family, so we'll be apart for 2 weeks. I was super upset about it until I watched that reality show 30 Days where the Supersize Me dude does random things for 30 days. Him and his wife are okay being away from each other that long and he's in danger of being shanked and stuff, so I think we should suck it up.

Problem is that this was going to be our first ever Christmas together and I'm gutted it's not going to turn out. It just seems like this is the beginning of a slippery slope. Growing up in different countries means that someone is always going to be homesick and someone is going to be fine. Hopefully in Melbourne it will be different because it's neither one of our homes.

I needed to be home for Christmas though. My brother is only 14 and since our parents separated I feel like I'm the only secure person in his life. Last Christmas sucked nuts and the only thing consistent is that we were together the whole time. I didn't want to abandon him with my parents being such cunts to each other. Does a 14yo really have to witness that?

He broke his shoulder and my parents even faught infront of the doctors. I feel so guilty for leaving him.