Thursday, January 21, 2010

I'm feeling pretty shit to be honest. My hips are so fucked up right now I'm laying on a matress in the middle of the loungeroom with the A/C on, headpack on my hip and painkillers in my stomach. I didn't take my really strong ones because I thought it was going to be okay but now it's gotten worse and I really wish I'd taken the strong ones now.I'm trying not to think about my future too much, but I'm also trying to increase my opportunities. I'm thinking of doing a certificate in business to become a legal secretary because I've got no other prospects at the moment, and I like law... It costs $2500 and I'm not sure if the government will help me, if not then I'm just fucked.What can I do with my life, really? I've been thinking of apprenticeships in like cheffing or bakers or something but I'm just not passionate... I don't know. I'm pretty upset about the whole thing to be honest.

Sorry about lack of input into this post.